About
In love and struggle.
This project began as a way to document my natural breasts ahead of my bilateral mastectomy, after being diagnosed with breast cancer in my 30s. It quickly evolved into an exploration of moments throughout my health adventure, including getting ready for a gala one week after my surgery (hiding JP drains in formal attire was an unexpected life experience), fighting valiantly to make fetch happen and preserve my hair during chemotherapy while adjusting to tissue expanders, and finally to reconstruction with implants I never would have considered otherwise.
Project: Self. has been divided into two parts: a photojournalistic journey through what were, to me, four distinct phases of the process, with photos by Paulo Netto; and a studio session incorporating the art of Kintsugi into scars, with photos by Jackie Abbott.
Cancer is hard, but it taught me a lot, and showed me an abundance of love and joy.
xoxo
Caileigh
Other Works
You can find me in other works exploring the body after cancer, including:
Projects
As You Are by Bianca Muniz
Beyond Pink by Becky Yee
Body as Altar by Jessica Duby
Unfolding by Gabrielle Heckenbucker for Twist Out Cancer
Dance
OncoBallet: Flock by Masha Cherezova, OncoBallet Foundation’s One Year Anniversary Gala
Essays
Lost in Music: How Dance Put My Mind + Body Back Together Again
No, WSJ, I didn’t have a “boob job.”
Fashion
AnaOno
Cancer Culture x Ana Ono At New York Fashion Week Powered By Art Hearts Fashion
Namai Studio: The October Project
Podcasts
Bundle Buzz: Caileigh Scott
City Girls Pod: Cancer & A Wedding with Caileigh Scott (Sex and the City S6, E14-16)
Dear Cancer, I’m Beautiful: Let’s Talk Hair Loss & Cold Capping with Caileigh Scott
M.O.V.E.: Because My Body Is My Ally with Caileigh Scott
The Downside: Don’t Save the Tatas with Caileigh Scott
Twist Out Cancer: Caileigh Scott and Gabrielle Heckenbucker
Women’s Social Club Podcast: Live Episode at Tarin Thomas with Caileigh Scott
Caileigh Scott
I’m a storyteller, movement artist, writer, comedian, equestrian, coffee connoisseur, and former child. Always an advocate for elevating the voices and stories of women and marginalized genders, I love any opportunity to use my own voice to create community, connection, and social impact. You can learn more about me here.
If you’d like to connect, say hello on social media.
IMPORTANT! If you’re experiencing or have experienced breast cancer and need a friend, you have one! Please reach out on social media or via email.
(Photo by Peter Herb)
NOTE: The phrase “in love and struggle” is borrowed from two sources:
• In Love and Struggle: The Revolutionary Lives of James Boggs and Grace Lee Boggs, by Stephen M. Ward
• In Love and Struggle, a live event series produced by The Meteor
There is no intent to compare my journey with the lives of Black Americans. I encourage folks to discover, tangibly support, and uplift both the aforementioned works.
The concepts of both Love and Struggle were paired and threaded throughout my experience with a major health issue.